Entry 12

September 19th, 1998

Dear Diary,

Happy Saturday! I just got my computer all set up with Willow's help! I can't wait to connect to the internet and chat with my friends on AOL! Mom says I can buy things on Ebay since we can afford stuff more now. I think I would like to buy another Beanie Baby. Dad would totally make fun of me if he knew about my beanie baby collection. Speaking of which, when I was talking to mom she told me that things between her and dad weren't doing so well.... Which is expected. They kept face when I was at home but when they thought I wasn't around, I could hear them totally blowing their caps at each other. I wish they'd just get a divorce already. I'm not a little girl anymore, I can handle the reality of the situation.

Recently Jenna and I have been hanging out a lot! I got to try weed for the first time. I don't know if I really liked it, nothing really happened. I'm a little concerned about Jenna too. She drinks a lot of vodka and crap at parties. It's... a little uncool honestly. But at least she trusts me to keep her safe. I can appreciate that. It's just annoying when it's almost every day of the week. Sometimes she won't even invite me to the parties she goes to and calls me when she gets all drunk. It makes me want to unplug my phone sometimes, but good friends don't do that. So I guess I'll just deal.

Anyway, I'm going to go back to playing Worlds.com. I met a totally weird dude there! I'll stay in touch.


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