Entry 20

October 5th 1998

Dear diary, family, friends,

Hello. I am so sorry it had to come down to this.

As you may know, I have not been doing so well lately. The contributing factors in my life have weighed down on me to the point in which it has become unbearable.

My grades are dropping, my family is being torn apart, and my friends will not talk to me. I am feeling immense guilt for all of the horrible things I have done to them, especially Willow.

I am feeling lonely. Very lonely. I am so very lonely. I don't want to be alone anymore, so I will join Nirvana.

By the time you are reading this, I will already have crossed to the other side.

Do not look for me.

I'll keep in touch.

Maya Raynore

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